We often don’t give babies credit for the autonomy and individuality they show from the day they are born. Unlike the belief that babies come into this world as ‘blank slates’ to influence and mould, they arrive with their own particular preference for interaction. Some are observant and ready to engage with the world, others close their eyes and retreat within. Each has preferences in how they are held and the level of sensory stimulus they can tolerate.
As parents we are often learning along the way. Each child exhibits their own unique personality, likes and dislikes and energy level. It can come as a shock when the methods that we finally found worked to parent one child are strongly resisted by their younger siblings. As a result different approaches are needed.
The baby and toddler years of human development focus on securely attaching to their main caregivers. Learning that when they indicate a physical or emotional need it is both noticed and then met by others. When this happens, on a reasonably consistent basis, the child feels confident and happy to explore the world around them. As they grow into toddlerhood they become the masters of their own uniqueness – asserting their independence and preferences. All of which is healthy and normal development. (Even if it’s a challenging time for parents)
Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself’
George Bernard Shaw
It’s this grounding in childhood that gives us the continual confidence in our own identity. The ability to honour our unique preferences as an adult and advocate for ourselves. It may be helpful to think of this life process using the analogy of a mature tree. The deep roots of secure attachment and belief in ourselves are hopefully developed in childhood. As we mature, this foundation helps us weather the wind and occasional storms of adult life. If we learn that our needs don’t matter in childhood its more difficult to stay confident and grounded in our sense of self in adulthood.
Think about the following questions to discover if you have a good sense of ‘me’ as a distinct person from others: –
- How comfortable are you to express your own desires, wants, needs and feelings to others? There may be a history of not feeling safe to express needs previously. Attempts may have been ignored or remained unmet. Believe that your requests are as legitimate and important as those of others.
- How comfortable are you to ask directly for your needs to be met? If you feel reluctant is it due to a sense of discomfort with how it will be received? Often we expect others to automatically know what we need. We become silently frustrated or judgemental toward them when they miss behaviour ‘clues’ and facial expressions. Try instead to express your needs clearly and briefly with an emotional openness to whatever the outcome.
- Can you trust and maintain your own view when it differs from others? As humans we naturally want to avoid conflict. Yet it’s still possible to engage in inevitable conflict situations clearly and calmly. Sharing our own particular viewpoint both informs others and helps create respect for differences of opinion.
- Can you claim your whole self, the gentle sweetness and the problematic behaviour, to allow you to be more authentic in relationships? The more you can delve into how unique and intricate you are as an individual the easier it is to stay true to yourself. You can also be more accepting of the complex personality of others.
- Can you imagine invisible boundaries between yourself and others? Where your perspective differs from someone else you can even just express those views within your mind. It might sound like ‘I don’t share your views on this issue, yet I respect our difference of opinion’. Accepting our unique and diverse life perspective honours each person’s individuality. We also understand what is most important to us.
We come into this world as separate human beings from others. How those close to us interact and support meeting our needs and desires is crucial. Having a strong sense of ‘me’, separate to others, helps us function effectively in life. When we are heard and honored for our own uniqueness it is easier to be truly ourselves. Its also allows us to respect the needs, wishes and priorities of others.